A childish hurt that understands no reason.
The adult mind tries to explain.
Yet the pain goes down so deep.
Ceaselessly affects my whole day. 


It's not like through-out, I'm thinking 'darüber'.
Mulling over this and that. 
There are a'plenty things that need doing.
But under every activity is this feeling bad.


The child in me is young and stubborn. 
It should by now have learnt more wisdom. 
If an understanding is not possible,
at least an acceptance is in want. 


Adult me is trying hard.
'Mit Zeit kommt Rat'
One of my favourite sayings. 


Let's see what today brings forward. 
When comes acceptance
When the pain goes away…